~it very nearly breaks my heart~ ~every time my brother goes to prison~ ~the first time was the worst~ ~he had a wife & baby son on the outside~ ~we were young & I wondered~ ~how he would survive that place~ ~face the days alone in that crowded cage~ ~all our lives I failed to protect my little brother~ ~I wrote songs about how he must feel~ ~sent him a couple bucks when I could~ ~for zoom-zooms & wham-whams in the joint~ ~sang my heart out in the band~ ~the songs started out like this~
~A Vanishing Face~
~if truth were a sparrow & I learned to fly~ ~I would never again walk to catch a lie~ ~if moments were forever & days could be years~ ~love was a rainbow & happiness fear~ ~I would drown in a moment of fear every day~ ~color my love with your smile & say~ ~I love you today & yesterday too~ ~only tomorrow will know what to do~ ~I’ll hate you never, love’s kindling feeds the flame~ ~I’ll always hear whispers of your sweet name~
~my clothes may be ragged, these shoes may be worn~ ~my shirt may need washed, these underwear torn~ ~only the sparrow knows of the seed~ ~dropped down from heaven, our love to feed~ ~clothes do not matter, the heart tells the tale~ ~success is not beautiful to those who fail~ ~my love & your love, two hearts as one~ ~summertime breezes, summertime sun~ ~remembering touching, the softness was real~ ~no words to express how it made me feel~ ~blue eyes turned hazy, a vanishing face~ ~I reach out in vain to be back in that place~ ~I don t really blame you, these bars I can’t climb~ ~& I’ll never forget the last time~ ~no, I’ll never forget the last time~
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~Kathy & me~ ~as a man working the soil~ ~so I appreciate my daughters & sons~ ~imagine a friend for life~ ~that is a long time~ ~& so the five of them are~ ~imagine the harvest perpetuating itself~ ~so it has~ ~further gifted with a partner to share the love~ ~complete the circle~ ~family~ ~so it is done~ ~a joy to keep – a~
~treasure~
~I used to get aggravated on holidays~ ~trying to choose the right gift~ ~something special for loved ones~ ~telling them not to worry about me~ ~my agitation was sorely exasperated~ ~if I happened to be broke at the time~ ~never seemed to have enough money or credit~ ~to cut loose & buy whatever I chose~ ~I confess I was as excited as everyone else~ ~{except the children}~ ~wondering what was in that package with my name on it~
~my folks have long been gone~ ~{is there anyone left who refers to their parents as folks}~ ~siblings blown away/scattered by the winds of life~ ~as if they exist in another realm of time & space~ ~as do I in my tower of word~ ~I have lived long enough now~ ~experienced the big ol’ world~ ~seen folks alone~~all the way alone~~yeah, those folks & others~ ~in alleys & penthouses~ ~islands adrift in wandering crowds~
~I ain’t easy to know & I know it ain’t easy~ ~through all the struggles of this life~ ~there has always been someone who cared for me~ ~there to pick me up & know~ ~when to turn away & let me go~ ~my mother first & children~ ~before & when she passed away~ ~we held one another always~ ~starving & laughing~ ~feasting & weeping~ ~round the family camp our fire~
~grandchildren~ ~when they place a gift in my hand~ ~are likely to see a tear~ ~a smile visiting my lips~ ~what greater gift is this love~ ~I have always held~ ~& a tear for those who don’t~
~a weighty pride to bear alone~ ~that hunger to reminisce & share~ ~the good love for the little ones~ ~& their folks who were my little ones~ ~I slept with a ghost who knew these parts of me~ ~she listened & never complained that I kept her awake~ ~she seldom slept & neither did I~ ~I treasured her existence & promised myself~ ~to always be loyal & true to her~ ~that one day she would answer~ ~hold my hand & kiss my face~ ~be folks with me & one day it was so~
~this is for Kathy~ ~my treasure, my wife~ ~the unexpected joy~ ~she has brought to my life~
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~there is no recipe for love~ ~when it starts & what it does~ ~unique & specifically wonderful~ ~it creates a glow within~ ~that reaches out to transcend our being~ ~we may see through the eyes of another what it means to possess…~
~a window & chalice & key~
~if we had a window~ ~we could tie ribbons in the trees~ ~hang a crystal mobile in its frame~ ~enjoy a prism of colors~ ~each & every time it rained~
~if we had a chalice~ ~we could sip from it each night~ ~fingertips meeting to touch~ ~sharing the blood of our love~ ~& daring to love too much~
~if we had a door with a key~ ~we could lock away our sorrows~ ~begin again & learn to be~ ~lovers and friends as we were~ ~if we had a window & chalice & key~
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