~there’s an angry carpenter building~
~a table without any legs~
~a mother teaching her children~
~to fetch, sit up & beg~
~the dogs of night make a prayer~
~for the lady without any hands~
~as she applauds the one-legged preacher~
~who left his parts in old Viet Nam~
~the little drug angel darlings~
~stare into the guns of the raid~
~& the children under the table~
~bless their hearts...  Esplanade~


~you will never know where I’m going~
~until your feet taste paths I have been~
~a tear & a cup overflowing~
~sins of the lost captain’s men~
~I wonder if I might find purchase~
~a brick or a ring in the wall~
~a coffin to hang on forever~
~to hear the great sparrow’s call~
~there’s a chorus of blind singing patriots~
~flying a song without wings~
~they may lose their direction~
~they will never forget how to sing~
~she is an opening flower~
~a path for the living parade~
~lay down in her soft bed of roses~
~to bleed...  ah sweet Esplanade~


~may be the gods do not see them~
~may be the gods’ eyes are blind~
~there is no end to their praying~
~for surely the gods must be kind~
~& they hide away from the madman~
~who tells them they are betrayed~
~he waits for the full moon to take him~
~then he howls, howls...  Esplanade~


~dead poets speak through their silence~
~they whisper “return nevermore”~
~a child looks in the mirror~
~wonders, ‘why the hell was I born~

~some one has slain all its warriors~
~tortured the king of its soul~
~mother and father are preying~
~in the bar room for pots of its gold~
~life is the constant reminder~
~death, the warrior who waits~
~fate owns the face in the mirror~
~the key to the lock on its gate~
~so have you noticed her freedom~
~the laughter behind all her lies~
~where chaos & order go dancing~
~& only chaos survives~
~I walked the shores of her oceans~
~soft & cold & afraid~
~followed the paths of her creatures~
~cross her vast expanse...  Esplanade~


~I have tasted the breath of her seasons~
~her bitter root & sweet wine~
~& though I know she is wounded~
~I seek her like something divine~
~as I approach her wound I am kissing~
~the blood drops her suffering made~
~my feet caressing her footsteps~
~my lips whisper...  “Sweet Esplanade”~


~she lays her pain out before me~
~the soft ragged edge of her truth~
~I lick the scent of her fire~
~with the misguided tongue of my youth~
~the scars are written upon me~
~from sleeping too close to the wound~
~skin so easily broken~
~on this eggshell side of the moon~
~& the tides are breaking forever~
~on a sweet violin never played~
~where only warriors are dancers~
~on the last grass...  Esplanade~


~I’m breaking bread with the serpent~
~making love with the mice~
~there’s a game I play with the devil~
~betting against loaded dice~
~& I die at the end of my prayer~
~my face breaks the earth unafraid~
~your heavy stones on my body~
~I whisper...  “Sweet Esplanade”~


~I have drunk myself into stupid~
~sung her praises through my whiskey breath~
~for the tender peace of her body~
~the long-suffering pain of her death~
~I keep a piece of her soul in my pocket~
~& I sleep with her every night~
~I hear the wind through the willows~
~& kiss her lips when we fight~
~but a beggar has set her on fire~
~for a ransom that will not be paid~
~a thief has stolen her jewels~
~she suffers it well...  Esplanade~


~there is a ghost haunting my castle~
~she cries, I think I know why~
~her heart is ten thousand times broken~
~she tries, they won’t let her die~
~so she crawls in my bed of an evening~
~struggles to keep me awake~
~I find myself reaching for her~
~hungry for the love we could make~
~courage lies under the blanket~
~the windows are dirty inside~
~you cannot see through a mirror~
~just going along for the ride~
~she is all, she is all that exists~
~make myself naked & wade~
~follow her down ‘til eternity passes~
~she is all, she is all...  Esplanade~


~all tangled up in my covers~
~afraid of the dark & the day~
~I wait ‘til she comes to hold me~
~& chase my darkness away~
~then I lay at her breast like an infant~
~suckled & cozily warm~
~she covers my seed with the earth of her body~
~to shelter me from the storm~
~I drink her milk & I bite her~
~feeding upon her the same~
~I call her triangular mother~
~& know her by no other name~
~with her blood & milk on my muzzle~
~I cry in the mess I have made~
~she wraps me in flowers & powders my ass~

~she is all, she is all...  Esplanade~


~I live in a box in the attic~
~measure my space two by two~
~drag myself out for holiday weekends~
~& photograph pictures with you~
~maybe I’ll take you there with me~
~touch with my hands in the dark~
~which one is which~
~I get so damned confused~
~like a child playing with cards~
~the best of the times I am rolling~
~in fields of flowers & shade~
~watching the children as they start their journey~
~into her heart...  Esplanade~

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~Quodlibet~
~The Hundred Bites~
~IV~

~ain’t nothin’ new about the concept~
~weapons of mass destruction~
~century after century~
~priests & missionaries have been sent~
~months in advance of invading armies~
~bible in one hand~
~whip in the other~
~to enlighten, threaten & subvert~
~savages & barbarians~
~love ‘em to death~
~love ‘em to death~
~teach them fear & the art of~
~worship worship worship~
~& when the warship arrives~
~the devil brother butcher~
~will eradicate those left standing~
~tut-tut~
~holy man to warrior~
~keep the mission in mind~
~land is worth little without slave labor~
~converts to bury corpses~
  ~gods & war~
~freedom to enslave~
~what is civil about civilization~
~speaking of prepossession~
~predilection & antipathy~
~ancient professions~

~IV. the working Girl~

~this woman seize portrait~
~a grain a cross the beach sand of life~
~legs apart, she sweeps them up~
~no single click-flash-click~
~what amounts to portfolio~
~years spent & minutes passed~
~nice work; what do you do for money?~
~are we any less prostitute ~
~prices fixed & wares displayed~
~selling whistles & paper airplanes~
~mortgaged asses in a sling~
~they are pimped to mediocrity~
~those whom judge the working girl~


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Quodlibet was published by Howling Dog Press
 
 
~trees through the window~
~shaking medusa heads~
~the snake is long~
~seven miles~
~a rich woman’s son stole his songs Doris~
~the monster Zarathustra~
~put your head between your legs~
~kiss your ass goodbye~
~for the love of a woman~
~Nazi disguise~

~boots & lies~
~mad synthesis~
~Poe, Nietzsche, Morrison, Manson, & me~

~Cave Jams/Suicide Promises~

Remember me in your days to come as the man of seven summers.  Your words and girlish excitement ignited a frightful explosion in my heart.  A bowl of strawberries and a beautiful woman, I had no idea what they meant.  In the forever of my life they will wear your name. 

Sorrow is a tempter, a loaded gun.  Loss is the finger on the trigger.  Equanimity demands sanity, equilibrium.  Being sane and sensible drives me crazy.  The inmates are running the asylum, arming our children and stealing our faces.  I am a mad beast howling at road signs. 

When night pulls its masque o’er my face it is ten ton terrible to be alone.  The monsters in my brain are afraid.  They send minnows out through my eyes to chew holes through the fabric of darkness.  Life is a flesh-tone shroud we wear to fool the mirror and the face of death. 

There is a place where only we go, you and me, woman.  When I am away from you as I am now and go to that place I am not so lonely.  Though alone, it is good to always know that you are there for having been there, never far away for the same reason. 

The churchman has opened his door.  Its shaft of light divides my face.  He chooses sides against me to support his religion, a proprietary bent toward you as if he hails from a house of Lords.  Fear owns the loose juice of my bowels, the price I’d pay to do what must be done with him. 

I favor songs about hearts of stone, the impenetrable forest, man’s id of trees pounding his breast and stomping his feet, howling epithets against the feral night.  You step nimbly through the seven of my senses, frail and quick-footed, nude dancer.  Woman, you are a twelve pound hammer. 

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Picture
~Esplanade~

~there’s an angry carpenter building~
~a table without any legs~
~a mother teaching her children~
~to fetch, sit up & beg~
~the dogs of night make a prayer~
~for the lady without any hands~
~as she applauds the one-legged preacher~
~who left his parts in old Viet Nam~
~the little drug angel darlings~
~stare into the guns of the raid~
~& the children under the table~
~bless their hearts...  Esplanade~

~you will never know where I’m going~
~until your feet taste paths I have been~
~a tear & a cup overflowing~
~sins of the lost captain’s men~
~I wonder if I might find purchase~
~a brick or a ring in the wall~
~a coffin to hang on forever~
~to hear the great sparrow’s call~
~there’s a chorus of blind singing patriots~
~flying a song without wings~
~they may lose their direction~
~they will never forget how to sing~
~she is an opening flower~
~a path for the living parade~
~lay down in her soft bed of roses~
~to bleed...  ah sweet Esplanade~

~may be the gods do not see them~
~may be the gods’ eyes are blind~
~there is no end to their praying~
~for surely the gods must be kind~
~& they hide away from the madman~
~who tells them they are betrayed~
~he waits for the full moon to take him~
~then he howls, howls...  Esplanade~

~dead poets speak through their silence~
~they whisper “return nevermore”~
~a child looks in the mirror~
~wonders, ‘why the hell was I born~
~some one has slain all its warriors~
~tortured the king of its soul~
~mother and father are preying~
~in the bar room for pots of its gold~
~life is the constant reminder~
~death, the warrior who waits~
~fate owns the face in the mirror~
~the key to the lock on its gate~
~so have you noticed her freedom~
~the laughter behind all her lies~
~where chaos & order go dancing~
~& only chaos survives~
~I walked the shores of her oceans~
~soft & cold & afraid~
~followed the paths of her creatures~
~cross her vast expanse...  Esplanade~
~I have tasted the breath of her seasons~
~her bitter root & sweet wine~
~& though I know she is wounded~
~I seek her like something divine~
~as I approach her wound I am kissing~
~the blood drops her suffering made~
~my feet caressing her footsteps~
~my lips whisper...  “Sweet Esplanade”~

~she lays her pain out before me~
~the soft ragged edge of her truth~
~I lick the scent of her fire~
~with the misguided tongue of my youth~
~the scars are written upon me~
~from sleeping too close to the wound~
~skin so easily broken~
~on this eggshell side of the moon~
~& the tides are breaking forever~
~on a sweet violin never played~
~where only warriors are dancers~
~on the last grass...  Esplanade~
~I’m breaking bread with the serpent~
~making love with the mice~
~there’s a game I play with the devil~
~betting against loaded dice~
~& I die at the end of my prayer~
~my face breaks the earth unafraid~
~your heavy stones on my body~
~I whisper...  “Sweet Esplanade”~

~I have drunk myself into stupid~
~sung her praises through my whiskey breath~
~for the tender peace of her body~
~the long-suffering pain of her death~
~I keep a piece of her soul in my pocket~
~& I sleep with her every night~
~I hear the wind through the willows~
~& kiss her lips when we fight~
~but a beggar has set her on fire~
~for a ransom that will not be paid~
~a thief has stolen her jewels~
~she suffers it well...  Esplanade~

~there is a ghost haunting my castle~
~she cries, I think I know why~
~her heart is ten thousand times broken~
~she tries, they won’t let her die~
~so she crawls in my bed of an evening~
~struggles to keep me awake~
~I find myself reaching for her~
~hungry for the love we could make~
~courage lies under the blanket~
~the windows are dirty inside~
~you cannot see through a mirror~
~just going along for the ride~
~she is all, she is all that exists~
~make myself naked & wade~
~follow her down ‘til eternity passes~
~she is all, she is all...  Esplanade~

~all tangled up in my covers~
~afraid of the dark & the day~
~I wait ‘til she comes to hold me~
~& chase my darkness away~
~then I lay at her breast like an infant~
~suckled & cozily warm~
~she covers my seed with the earth of her body~
~to shelter me from the storm~
~I drink her milk & I bite her~
~feeding upon her the same~
~I call her triangular mother~
~& know her by no other name~
~with her blood & milk on my muzzle~
~I cry in the mess I have made~
~she wraps me in flowers & powders my ass~
~she is all, she is all...  Esplanade~

~I live in a box in the attic~
~measure my space two by two~
~drag myself out for holiday weekends~
~& photograph pictures with you~
~maybe I’ll take you there with me~
~touch with my hands in the dark~
~which one is which~
~I get so damned confused~
~like a child playing with cards~
~the best of the times I am rolling~
~in fields of flowers & shade~
~watching the children as they start their journey~
~into her heart...  Esplanade~

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~Mirage~

06/21/2011

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Picture
~Little Jesus~

~Mirage~

~they sat in a circle~the two of them~
~theirs was a shared awareness of no thing~infinite possibilities~
~a vision of Lords dansed between them~
~will of Creator~wisp of essence~incapable of boredom~
~with some sense of humor~a combined energy~
~given birth the moment~

~the principled father~
~mother of purity~
~absence of vanity~
~sincerity of purpose~
~all things humane~
~freedom at any cost~
~safety in numbers~
~glory in defeat~
~atonement of sin~
~pity as pacifier~
~normal assemblage~
~benevolence of royalty~
~holiness of priests~
~the erect politician~
~moral policeman~
~singular motive~
~best intentions~
~chaste kisses~
~government promise~
~lap of luxury~
~sincere beggar~
~sex for sex sake~
~love for sex sake~
~heaven sake~
~reconciled victim~
~rehabilitated rapist~
~whenever 'I'm sorry'~
~love other than self~
~existence oases~
~a dignified death~
~sincere amnesty~
~this bears repetition~
~this bears repetition~

~this bears repetition~
~art for art's sake~
~man in Gods' image~
~woman as reward~
~honorific recognition~
~original sin~
~any reference to aeon~
~distance as love bait~
~I won't hurt you~
~& my dog doesn't bite~
~obvious intentions~
~light of day~
~light of night~
~wise men~
~animals as speaking idiots~
~other than human~
~shared prosperity~
~faith in dervish~
~sanity of justice~
~welfare Cadillac~
~clean water~
~drug counselor~
~psychological awareness~
~social security~
~hope for the poor~
~foundation of family~
~driving on the telephone~
~green peace~
~war on drugs~
~capital expenditures~
~common sense~
~lifetime warranty~
~satisfaction guaranteed~
~customer service~
~free rent~
~damage deposit~
~christian forgiveness~
~the open sea~
~dumb animals~
~good guys & bad guys~
~them & us~
~clean living~
~winners & losers~
~a free ride~
~one square inch unpolluted~
~relief valve~
~escape key~
~any true witness~
~other than chaos~
~normal behavior~
~square corners~
~outer limits~
~inner peace~
~immaculate conception~
~protective custody~
~a round tuit~
~acceptable losses~
~the flying man~
~death of gods~
~age of reason~
~missionary largesse~
~preventative medicine~
~innocent until~
~free will~
~human connection~
~mated for life~
~dominion~
~funereal disguise~
~bread winners~
~non combative personality~
~organized religion~
~a striving toward normalcy~
~process of elimination~
~running stool~
~amicable reconciliation~
~affordable housing~
~good drivers~
~critical mass~
~high priest~
~drug lord~
~dutiful wife~
~eclectic taste~
~the third breast~
~idle conversation~
~state of unrest~
~state of Colorado~
~state of being~
~merciful heaven~
~absolution of sin~
~war & peace~
~battle mockup~
~unadulterated flesh~
~season of plenty~
~life on far planets~
~this one in particular~
~backup system~
~angels & hat men~
~ladies of the night~
~accidental collusion~
~intentional chaos~
~will to power~
~wont to shame~
~acronymic truth~
~prison politic~
~unequivocal device~
~prayer endings amen~
~random violence~
~any number of senses~
~innocence lost~
~a shovel full of eden~
~plastered in Paris~
~father as bitch~
~same gender parents~
~man as god~
~holy remembrance~
~holy cow~
~mythical union~
~forward thinkers~
~successful committee~
~I didn't mean to~
~a bad seed~
~the good son~
~overkill~
~homing pigeons~
~christ on a toothpick~
~sincere prostitute~
~honest john~
~solemn oath~

They sat in a circle, the two of them.  Theirs was a shared awareness of no thing.  Infinite possibilities, a vision of Lords dansed between them, will of Creator, wisp of essence.  Incapable of boredom, with some sense of humor, a combined energy, was given birth the moment.

Having no sense of entitlement, not only did they not name the child...  Time, it was loosed, allowed a will of its own.  These of the circle yawned as their child adopted a spiracle tone, wrapped itself in universe, mad inventions of its own.  These created made a terrible howling and the parents, annoyed by the child's noisome toys, allowed the two-sided circle to close.  Thus were erected the heir apparent and errant parent.

This spoiled child, angry and alone, playing in the blood of its mud, began to manufacture discontent and a creature whose image mirrored what it imagined it might be, given mortality and physical form.  These chose to idolize themselves and porcelain gods in their image.

The child, Time, swore a fury of vengeance upon these it had made, that they would wither away, face all ways a declining and decrepit flesh, hunger ever more for youth as Time itself devoured all before and about them.

Finally each moment was named for this merciless master.  The hollow spheres of its kingdom were erected temples owned in the name given the master and that name was GOD.

fidelity of flesh
unintentional idol
death after life...
 

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