~standing on the parapet~
~drifting~
~falling away~
~he combs his moustache~
~tries the lock on the door~
~he can’t get out~
~she can’t get in~
~he laughs at his own sex games~
~a prisoner of id~
~aware~
~startled awake~
~a leather thong about his throat~
~locomotives blasting through his mind~
~bird-speak in the outside yard of himself~
~darkness fails to quiet the night of leather wing & dervish whispers~

~The Danse/After Midnight~

Listening to a train again blowing down the tracks, his room has a window he refuses to look out of.  Do you have any idea of your timelessness, how you took his breath away in a single note of dismissal?

With pen in hand, he is strong.  He wields the slender instrument, uses it to dig holes in himself, with firm hand and quivering gait to pen mystery, bravely walk away, weeping to that monster awful shrieking whistle – God!  Damn those wandering tracks of love.

You tied a strip of rawhide around his wrist, kissed him sweetly in your poor lost house.  You smelled and looked lovely, asked him to leave so you wouldn’t have to say goodbye in the morning, in the blue morning, there to attend him, birds in the yard, creatures who speak a language he understands. 

It is the hour before midnight, a time of deep, blue/black darkness.  He is a leather wraith drifting down the road, climbing out of the muck of himself.  Established of ebon spirit, he experiences liberation, divinity, vulgarity of faith as he seizes the opportunity to finally know who he is, discover through crumbling walls of reality, the bare dangling roots of creativity, the mangled remnants of his self-worth tied inexorably to a lady lost, you, to yourself, in yourself, seeking.  He is not the knot of leather tied. 

He hears a child laugh while enjoying conversation in a room full of strangers.  This night he is claimed of shame, a man failed in the midnight hour.  He damns his tears their salty tracks, prays to deaf gods for the peace of leather dreams, faces the night alone in his icy human flesh. 

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~Poe, Nietzsche, Morrison, Manson loosening the mind nuts~
~raven speaking the dark night~
~Helter Skelter & oh, my damn, the music’s over here~
~goodnight my lady this~ 

 ~Letters from the Monastery of My Heart: I~
~Confirmation of Darkness~  

Monkish, I am a monkey starving in the limbs of a barren tree watching the ape community thriving on the lush jungle of life, unwilling, unable to join them, surviving by consuming vermin crawling through the skin of my brain. 

There is a tin man howling whose body is a whistle stop where blackbirds rest and cackle, dance across his stiff arms, make sport of his scarecrow appearance.  I scatter seeds on the ground to get them off me.

A continuum of negativity has swallowed my universe, beginning with naked parents and the poor rags of their death.  My lady’s kisses have been taken, carried away in strongboxes, offered free to strangers. 

Struggling to find a peace of ground, running bare-skinned through a snowfield, my spirit howls out to the gods seeking confirmation of destiny, its voice singing a litany handed down from the cradleboard in chains, the slave camp of my being.

If not for the glad-song of my children I might swallow the carpet nails of life, sing a rasping, gushing blood-song, allow myself the strength and release of weakness.  Yet do they sustain me, demand with the purity of their love that I stand diminished, love them unconditionally.

She met me in a lightning storm, captured, ran away with my heart.  Years grind our dearest dreams to dust.  They become clouds to confuse and confound us.  A poor lover, I struggle desperately to recapture what were, perhaps, only thoughts of a blind man who believed for a moment he could see. 

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